I used to be jealous of those people who would say, "God is leading me to do...", because I wondered why He would speak to them and not to me. Clearly, I was (and always have been) in need of His guidance so why would He not tell me where I should go, what I should do, and who I should do it all with? I am pretty sure that I know the answer to that question -- because I am so hard-headed that it's likely I would not have listened, heeded, or taken action. Like many people,
